Sunday, January 22, 2012

Beauty Beyond me

I have this sweater....
It's one of my favorite sweaters I own.
Nothing fantastic really, just a plain knit, charcoal gray, zip-up sweater with pockets and a wide collar. Somehow though, that sweater has evoked more compliments out of the general population than one would expect. It is for this reason many a-time that I wear said gray sweater on days that I am feeling unloved and down. It's like I'm begging for a compliment without speaking, and eight days out of ten, this is a terrific strategy for uplifted spirits.


This post however is not about my secret sweater-wearing confessions; It's about loveliness.

The message today at Church was all of three things:
1. Spot on True
2. Hard teaching
3. Exactly what I needed to digest

In Mark 7:25 we meet a nameless though unforgettable woman.
This is the Syrophoenician woman whose daughter was possessed by an evil spirit. Don't remember yet?
This is also the woman that Jesus outright calls a DOG in front of everybody!!! Recall the situation:
24 And from there he arose and went away to the region of Tyre and Sidon. And he entered a house and did not want anyone to know, yet he could not be hidden. 25 But immediately a woman whose little daughter had an unclean spirit heard of him and came and fell down at his feet. 26Now the woman was a Gentile, a Syrophoenician by birth. And she begged him to cast the demon out of her daughter. 27 And he said to her, “Let the children be fed first, for it is not right to take the children's bread and throw it to the dogs.” -Mark 7:24-27 (ESV)
As is humanly natural, we look in wonder at this jab from Jesus' lips and wonder how the Loving Gentleman could dare say such a thing to someone who was obviously asking for help. He did just call her a dog without any bush-beating.
"Are you offended?" we were all asked, and so I ask you.... Are you offended? Does this stir something unpleasant inside you?...Why?
Could it be that we fear the real question: What if Jesus was standing before YOU and called YOU a DOG?
NOW ARE YOU OFFENDED?
 Again... Why?

The fact is, we are not worth the bread of Life that Christ offers. Neither you nor I are worth any Life at all. We say to ourselves, 
"Well, Jesus saved me, so I must have some worth"
"True I USED to be terrible, but I have changed a lot since then."
"He doesn't mean me, I'm one of the children He's talking about"
But You Don't, You Haven't, and You're Wrong
We try to soften the Oh so painful blow to our pride and self-image that we have tried so hard to fashion for all to see. We have this incredible longing to feel worth and have importance that we make the assumption that the reason people like us, love us, notice and care at all, is because there is something in us that is lovely.
"..I mean, Why else would Jesus die on a cross for me... there must have been something He saw lovely in me, right?"
 6 For while we were still weak, at the right time Christ died for the ungodly. 7 For one will scarcely die for a righteous person—though perhaps for a good person one would dare even to die— 8 but God shows his love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. -Romans 5:7-8(ESV)
courtesy
There was NOTHING Good about us that could possibly prod God into wanting to help us. Ever wonder why the crucifiction of Christ had to be so brutal?
.. If it was just to reconcile the world (full of lovely people of course) He could have simply died with blood shed.... it would have been enough.

Isn't that nice? Well it may be nice, but that isn't reality.
Reality says that the Wrath of God was poured out because of our iniquities on His own Son..
9 Since, therefore, we have now been justified by his blood, much more shall we be saved by him from the wrath of God. 10 For if while we were enemies we were reconciled to God by the death of his Son, much more, now that we are reconciled, shall we be saved by his life. -Romans 5:9 (ESV)
We and our "goodness" had nothing to do with it!!
It was FOR WRATH that this happened..... Reality check.
(skip to 4:00 and watch to the end)


Gruesome, yes. And that should have been YOU, Dog.
We were worthy of THAT.

So why do I go into such great detail of the fact that our sins caused such a terrible occurrence? Because it is necessary for us to realize that just because Christ died for our sins (Praise the Lord) and we have been ushered now in as sons, it doesn't make us any more lovely. Remember Paul, when speaking of his want to do the good of God, but acts out in the sinful spirit anyway, remember what he says?
Wretched man that I am! Who will deliver me from this body of death? -Romans 7:24 (ESV)
He doesn't say "man that I was". Paul had a clear, unbiased view of his position. It is not until we wholly accept such a position that we actually understand what it means to need Jesus

to be continued...

Friday, January 20, 2012

Treasuring Him - DWYL Sermon Jam Video


Big challenge to my heart recently...
Where is my focus? And why is it my focus?
Why isn't my focus, "living out Christ Life: joy, peace, patience, love, justice, service....etc." ?
Lord make my heart of stone melt away and implant YOUR heart inside of this man.

Saturday, January 14, 2012

Oh God...whisper to me

Read through Luke 1:39-56 today for Devotions. The Lord spoke to my heart in the midst of the loud and busy college Dining Room. As Elizabeth, the mother of John the Baptist said to her cousin Mary, the mother of Jesus,...
"Blessed is she who has believed that what the Lord has said will be accomplished." (vs. 56
) Honestly, I'm worried about being up where the wind never ceases. I know it is place for me, not because of my ability, but because of the Lord's faithful hand in directing me here. Yet I am so unsettled... why? I am here. I am learning. I am adjusting. I am growing. I am trying. What it comes down to is that I want to hear the voice of my God in a special way. I want to KNOW and not suppose. I want to BE and not just seem. I want to TRUST without DOUBT. Zechariah was struck silent because of his doubt, and low and behold, what the Lord said happened regardless! But I don't want to have to deal with consequences like that... I want to be as Mary, and truly believe!!!
Lord, I want to hear Your voice.
Lord, I want to hear Your voice.
           Lord, I want to hear only
                  Your voice only
                            Your voice ONLY, only Your voice.

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

As for Me and My House - John Waller



Just because I'm still a single young college student, doesn't mean I can't make a stand TODAY about how I am going to lead my family and my home. Start today and tomorrow will be easier.

Monday, January 2, 2012

Wow.. 2012. Who would have thunk it! A new year with new adventures already under way. For me, this rising sun brings a city skyline silhouette. Classes start up soon for me in the Windy City and I am very much looking forward to it. As it turns out, this is becoming my first step into the real world as an adult man. I know I've been "an adult" according to age for a few years now, but feeling like a responsible adult is another thing.. and it's starting to set in. I'm really on my own on this one... with the Almighty at my side of course. If it weren't for His provision, I wouldn't be stepping into this new realm of life at all. Praise Him for the road ahead... even if you don't know what that path looks like, because you can be assured that it is going to turn out for YOUR BEST. Because God never works things out for anything less.